I must admit that I cried watching 'The Bachelorette' last week and I'm sure I will cry again watching the finale on Monday night.

Former Bachelor contestant Desiree Hartsock has been handing out roses as the star of 'The Bachelorette'. She has been keeping us posted about all the great men she's met on a blog at PEOPLE.com. You can also follow Desiree on Twitter.

Here's what she says about Brooks (who left after telling her he was not IN LOVE):

Antigua was the perfect destination to continue my relationships with the three remaining guys on The Bachelorette. Each one has such incredible qualities but Brooks stood out.  So let's start with what I'm sure you are all wondering about ... My relationship with Brooks was always secure and confident when we were together, but I never knew what was going through his mind when we were apart. That should have been a red flag, but sometimes love is blind.  I never wanted to believe that maybe this experience was more than just hard for Brooks, and that he potentially wasn't on the same page as me regarding our relationship. From our dates, notes passed and words spoken, he led me to believe that he was on board and wanted this to work out. I had such strong feelings for him that I couldn't imagine not reaching the full potential of a proposal.

I really hope Brooks comes back and says he's had a change of heart, but I really don't think that will happen. But everything you look at online says Desiree is engaged. So I want to hear from you. Who do you think she picked?